reality check?

well i've been through alot recently, some of them includes being backstabed by people that i thought were my bestfriends or atleast my close friends. other than that, a joke that i made also went bad. i really meant it as a friendly joke. i am sorry that offended u. but i am also sorry u can't take my kind of mean jokes. u have to know one other thing about me, i dont insult others family. well that is because i hate it when people talk about mine. so yeah. u might think that i am insulting u but honestly that time i was just asking u. next, why dont you just tell me that u were going to my girlfriends house? wouldnt u be mad if i did that to you? well i know it's a yes. i know you man. and hey you did'nt even say sorry. ok now to my so called bestfriends, where were u when i needed you guys? first you, you did'nt try to help me when i needed your help. why? well because you said that she was your bestfriend? then what am i? who have you known longer? me or her? and i found you at my girlfriends house aswell having a gathering that i dont know about? i dont like to not know things ok? unlike u, i dont like to keep secrets. but because you were my bestfriend i kept ur secret. that's a really big thing. because i usually tell him everything. second, why did u ignore me on facebook? u did not text me asking how i was. but with them u were all happy. why?

bitch!

hey guess what? you guys are the worst bunch of friends a person can ever hope for. when any of you needed a shoulder to cry on or anything of such i tried my best to be there. but then when i need a shoulder to cry on were any of you there? well i dont think so! ungrateful freaks! remember one thing, when neither of u had transport to go around i was always there to drive you guys around. remember! and trust me, i am worth so much more then u guys think. i just dont flaunt. unlike some people. haha. and guess what? i am capable of so many things. :D

chemistry

yeah being single makes me realize how much you really mean to me. but i am guessing it is a bit to late right? so should i keep on waiting or should i just move in? this thing is really driving me nuts. the fact that u might be moving on kills. this relationship really means the world to me. i would never waste 7 months on someone that i dont love. and with u i can never say i am wasting my life. the last 7 months were the best 7 months of my life. i really do love you. i am willing to do anything to continue what we had. even my family loves u. and that really means alot to me. i am really not strong enough to loose u. pls? i am so sorry baby.

gadget

gadgets can really change a person. its either changing the owner of the gadget or the one who enjoys the gadget. it can also make a person who doesn't own that certain gadget to be friends with the one who does. the worst part is that they can make u think that they are friends with u because of u.

quality time at home

being at home, that is something that i don't often do nowadays. yeah i've been hanging out alot lately and that is so not awesome. hahah. and ok lets talk about what i did this morning. first, my mom woke me up early in the moring to help her carry two mattresses to be washed outside. yeah it was a lame start. hahaha. owh yeah i forgot. i did'nt wake up when my mom woke me, but the "orang potong rumput" woke me up. lameee! the noise was really annoying. like seriously! after he was done i went out to sweep my driveway and yeah the sun was shining like waohhhh! so then i decided to do more outside work to get a sun tan. yeah i know its lame but yeahh. the more outside work was planting some weird plant and it was really tiring. hahahhahaha!

the spotlight is on! (taken from spotlight by mutemath)

war war war! hahaha. well i am dead bored and tired, after the day that i had who would'nt be. :D haaaa. but overall i had a blast. and everyone is so sucky nowadays. woaawwww! my lips are suddenly so itchy. nothing can go my way anymore nowadays and that is really uncool. ok i am totally clueless of what to blog about. :SSSSS

hahaha :D

hey when u think about it ur so stupid. its like i am kinda ur girlfriends ticket to freedom and u dont like that. dont u think that is stupid? i am close to u or so what i thought, well because of that you should trust me right? but noooooooooo. wait, do u even trust anyone? owh well maybe ur bestfriend NAZREEE. :D hahaha. and trust me man i am madly deeply in love with my wife aira. remember that. it doesnt mean that i am close to ur girlfriend i like her? why do u think like a 10 year old? ur so lame. owh and i've had it with u.
loveeeeeeee muchhhh