14/2/09-15/02/09

this two days started to be a day that i would list into my top five most loved days list into hell. i am not lying, hell! it started to be fun. we planned to have breakfast in mcd at 4am and we did. first, we includes me,sham,iman,dee,aira and hql. after having breakfast at mcd we went our separate ways because all of us wants to get ready for school. there was fourian that day or also known as merentas desa. then iman,aira and dee were suppose to carpool with me to school but then god knows how haieqal ended up picking them up. hahaha! when all of us reached school we chilled for abit then aira and iman had to get into a seperate group because they were running. so then i sat with dee because haieqal was busy being silly. haieqal became all moody after i sat with dee for awhile. i am still not sure why. maybe jealousy was the cause. then dee and haieqal got into a big fight that i was dragged into to be the middle person. after school me and aira went to pgl. it was really tiring because i did'nt sleep. so then after pgl aira and I went to my house by accident. i was suppose to send aira home but then i slept in the car until i missed her house. so we just chilled at my house and also we talked. then she suddenly compared me to my bestfriend, i am guessing she did'nt think of how i would react after that. after she campared me to haieqal, i got really angry. thats where it all started with aira. then after awhile a friend of mine send aira home and we went to pyramid afterwards. then he brought me to his beautiful new home in laman something something. i forgot. :s ok moving on. then he sent me home, at home i msn for a bit with haieqal. i hated him so much yesterday. even i dont know why. hahaha. i was super duperly sleepy. ok then the next day i woke up at 12 something, sebab u la d! babi! hahaha. then after eating i resleep. hahaha. and again i woke up at 4 caused by a phone call again. :s then i watched tv until god knows when. owh yeah hql and I still did'nt spoke since yesterday. ok just a few hours ago aira and I broke up due to me breaking up with her caused by her actions. then until now i've been blogging. that's how my two days turned into hell. it all came crashing down to me at once.


daryl hartmans

s

i love u so much s. but why did u do all the don't do things to people to me? i've stand by u for a long time, just until about a week ago i had it with u. first, u've ditched me a million times, with nat, firza, haieqal, raa, insyirah and plenty more. i don't mind u having more then one bestfriend but do u have to make it really obvious that u like the other bestfriend better? i did'nt think ur actions were nice, at all. infact it was mean. u knew i had not much friends and i have not that much confidence. but then u did me the worse in friends sense and u also did not make me feel good about myself. second, u rarely keep ur promises to me. promises made from u to me are like urine, u make plenty of them, u don't keep much of them. the one promise that hurt me the most was the power point promise. i am not going to blog about it, if i did i would make u look worst then u already have made yourself look.


daryl hartmans

bestfriends

bestfriends? where are they when u need them? are they the one that causes u most pain and problem? well to me yes, they cause me the most pain and problem. to them is where u go when u have a problem or anything of such. but trust me it is not good, they will tell on u when u screw up with him/her. yes they are nice to u but try screwing up with them. u can't believe how far they will go to hurt u. they are also the ones who ditches u the most and they are also constantly rude to u. why do they deserve the title bestfriend?


daryl hartmans