reality check?

well i've been through alot recently, some of them includes being backstabed by people that i thought were my bestfriends or atleast my close friends. other than that, a joke that i made also went bad. i really meant it as a friendly joke. i am sorry that offended u. but i am also sorry u can't take my kind of mean jokes. u have to know one other thing about me, i dont insult others family. well that is because i hate it when people talk about mine. so yeah. u might think that i am insulting u but honestly that time i was just asking u. next, why dont you just tell me that u were going to my girlfriends house? wouldnt u be mad if i did that to you? well i know it's a yes. i know you man. and hey you did'nt even say sorry. ok now to my so called bestfriends, where were u when i needed you guys? first you, you did'nt try to help me when i needed your help. why? well because you said that she was your bestfriend? then what am i? who have you known longer? me or her? and i found you at my girlfriends house aswell having a gathering that i dont know about? i dont like to not know things ok? unlike u, i dont like to keep secrets. but because you were my bestfriend i kept ur secret. that's a really big thing. because i usually tell him everything. second, why did u ignore me on facebook? u did not text me asking how i was. but with them u were all happy. why?

bitch!

hey guess what? you guys are the worst bunch of friends a person can ever hope for. when any of you needed a shoulder to cry on or anything of such i tried my best to be there. but then when i need a shoulder to cry on were any of you there? well i dont think so! ungrateful freaks! remember one thing, when neither of u had transport to go around i was always there to drive you guys around. remember! and trust me, i am worth so much more then u guys think. i just dont flaunt. unlike some people. haha. and guess what? i am capable of so many things. :D

chemistry

yeah being single makes me realize how much you really mean to me. but i am guessing it is a bit to late right? so should i keep on waiting or should i just move in? this thing is really driving me nuts. the fact that u might be moving on kills. this relationship really means the world to me. i would never waste 7 months on someone that i dont love. and with u i can never say i am wasting my life. the last 7 months were the best 7 months of my life. i really do love you. i am willing to do anything to continue what we had. even my family loves u. and that really means alot to me. i am really not strong enough to loose u. pls? i am so sorry baby.

gadget

gadgets can really change a person. its either changing the owner of the gadget or the one who enjoys the gadget. it can also make a person who doesn't own that certain gadget to be friends with the one who does. the worst part is that they can make u think that they are friends with u because of u.

quality time at home

being at home, that is something that i don't often do nowadays. yeah i've been hanging out alot lately and that is so not awesome. hahah. and ok lets talk about what i did this morning. first, my mom woke me up early in the moring to help her carry two mattresses to be washed outside. yeah it was a lame start. hahaha. owh yeah i forgot. i did'nt wake up when my mom woke me, but the "orang potong rumput" woke me up. lameee! the noise was really annoying. like seriously! after he was done i went out to sweep my driveway and yeah the sun was shining like waohhhh! so then i decided to do more outside work to get a sun tan. yeah i know its lame but yeahh. the more outside work was planting some weird plant and it was really tiring. hahahhahaha!

the spotlight is on! (taken from spotlight by mutemath)

war war war! hahaha. well i am dead bored and tired, after the day that i had who would'nt be. :D haaaa. but overall i had a blast. and everyone is so sucky nowadays. woaawwww! my lips are suddenly so itchy. nothing can go my way anymore nowadays and that is really uncool. ok i am totally clueless of what to blog about. :SSSSS

hahaha :D

hey when u think about it ur so stupid. its like i am kinda ur girlfriends ticket to freedom and u dont like that. dont u think that is stupid? i am close to u or so what i thought, well because of that you should trust me right? but noooooooooo. wait, do u even trust anyone? owh well maybe ur bestfriend NAZREEE. :D hahaha. and trust me man i am madly deeply in love with my wife aira. remember that. it doesnt mean that i am close to ur girlfriend i like her? why do u think like a 10 year old? ur so lame. owh and i've had it with u.
loveeeeeeee muchhhh

kau!

u annoy me man. like seriously. well i am not done being mad about something else and ur like creating more problem. well that's just u i guess. i've tried to be nice to u. when u are upset with me i'll go through hell to cheer u up. maybe u don't think so. but yeah it's true man. what about u? when i am upset do you even care? no u dont. u suck real bad! fuck u. u are just like her. i've stick with u when u were having a hard time with her and all. but god do u care? u suck. go die.
lovesssss :DDDDDDDDDDD

ouchh!

am i still impotant to you? wait, was i ever important to you? well it seems to me like u've always put ur friends as priority and that really hurts. i might not show how much i care and love u but i really do care and love u. but even if i tell u that u would'nt believe me, so what's the point right? i've always tried my best to make u happy until recently i got tired of trying. is it my fault? i don't think so. dah laa, i don't think our problem can be solved in any way anymore.



daryl hartmans

creating more drama a?

why can't you just be happy with the way i am? there is always something wrong with me, well to you there always is. first, you say i treat you bad. well that's just who i am, what do you want me to do? change? that's something that i don't do. i literally mean it. i don't even change for my mom. just imagine that. how can i change for you? it's not that i don't want to, but i can't. second, you are jealous of my bestfriend. i specifically asked you to not be jealous of her. but do you listen? no! then why sould i listen to you? it works both ways hun. remember that. now remember you caused our break up. not me.


daryl hartmans

you think you are on top?

u must be dreaming s. i am not the only one who had enough of u. trust me, there's more. u treat people so damn bad until it is impossible to imagine. well again as u know s ditched me a million times before this, and congratulations, u managed to do it again. to me it is nothing new obviously. fyi there are tans of people that can replace u. so don't be so proud of yourself thinking that everyone wants to be ur friend, and don't think so high of yourself. well because u might just hurt yourself by doing that when u realize that you're nothing close to what u think you are. again s, i fell for ur fake sorry once more. and hopefully that is the last.


daryl hartmans

14/2/09-15/02/09

this two days started to be a day that i would list into my top five most loved days list into hell. i am not lying, hell! it started to be fun. we planned to have breakfast in mcd at 4am and we did. first, we includes me,sham,iman,dee,aira and hql. after having breakfast at mcd we went our separate ways because all of us wants to get ready for school. there was fourian that day or also known as merentas desa. then iman,aira and dee were suppose to carpool with me to school but then god knows how haieqal ended up picking them up. hahaha! when all of us reached school we chilled for abit then aira and iman had to get into a seperate group because they were running. so then i sat with dee because haieqal was busy being silly. haieqal became all moody after i sat with dee for awhile. i am still not sure why. maybe jealousy was the cause. then dee and haieqal got into a big fight that i was dragged into to be the middle person. after school me and aira went to pgl. it was really tiring because i did'nt sleep. so then after pgl aira and I went to my house by accident. i was suppose to send aira home but then i slept in the car until i missed her house. so we just chilled at my house and also we talked. then she suddenly compared me to my bestfriend, i am guessing she did'nt think of how i would react after that. after she campared me to haieqal, i got really angry. thats where it all started with aira. then after awhile a friend of mine send aira home and we went to pyramid afterwards. then he brought me to his beautiful new home in laman something something. i forgot. :s ok moving on. then he sent me home, at home i msn for a bit with haieqal. i hated him so much yesterday. even i dont know why. hahaha. i was super duperly sleepy. ok then the next day i woke up at 12 something, sebab u la d! babi! hahaha. then after eating i resleep. hahaha. and again i woke up at 4 caused by a phone call again. :s then i watched tv until god knows when. owh yeah hql and I still did'nt spoke since yesterday. ok just a few hours ago aira and I broke up due to me breaking up with her caused by her actions. then until now i've been blogging. that's how my two days turned into hell. it all came crashing down to me at once.


daryl hartmans

s

i love u so much s. but why did u do all the don't do things to people to me? i've stand by u for a long time, just until about a week ago i had it with u. first, u've ditched me a million times, with nat, firza, haieqal, raa, insyirah and plenty more. i don't mind u having more then one bestfriend but do u have to make it really obvious that u like the other bestfriend better? i did'nt think ur actions were nice, at all. infact it was mean. u knew i had not much friends and i have not that much confidence. but then u did me the worse in friends sense and u also did not make me feel good about myself. second, u rarely keep ur promises to me. promises made from u to me are like urine, u make plenty of them, u don't keep much of them. the one promise that hurt me the most was the power point promise. i am not going to blog about it, if i did i would make u look worst then u already have made yourself look.


daryl hartmans

bestfriends

bestfriends? where are they when u need them? are they the one that causes u most pain and problem? well to me yes, they cause me the most pain and problem. to them is where u go when u have a problem or anything of such. but trust me it is not good, they will tell on u when u screw up with him/her. yes they are nice to u but try screwing up with them. u can't believe how far they will go to hurt u. they are also the ones who ditches u the most and they are also constantly rude to u. why do they deserve the title bestfriend?


daryl hartmans